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    October, 2009

    I'm back again

    Well,how time flies~I've been parted from MSN space for such a long time!Where are my old friends??wow~Time is not only a wiseman but also a killer,how many precious memory vanished forever?
    This website is quite different from the one which I type in Chinese,I can't tell you why,maybe......the mother tongue is always the most gracious language in everyone's heart.
    You know...I've used MSN since 2004,no surprise I have profound emotion here,haha...
    However,I feel a little melancholy now for the place aren't changed but things are not the same...Through the years,I lost many friends,one was disappeared in Pakistan,others pursued their ambitions.I found a strange phonamenon,all my friends were elder than me,haha......am I too mature at such an age???
    Friends leave,friends come,this is life.Sometimes I'm a introverted person,my disposition makes me careful,I will never make friends randomly.If I become a friend of someones,then I'll never mind whether they are wealthy or not;whether they are beautiful or not,people are paying less attention to the spirit,that's why people are not that sincere anymore.

    September, 2009

    Fly freely

    是谁在唱歌,温暖了寂寞
    Who is singing and warming the loneliness?

    白云悠悠蓝天依旧泪水在漂泊
    the clouds are flying slowly,the blue sky is still,the tears are floating

    在那一片苍茫中一个人生活
    live alone in that vast solitude 

    看见远方天国那璀璨的烟火
    the resplendent light in that remote paradise has been seen

    是谁听着歌遗忘了寂寞
    who is listening to the song and forget the loneliness?

    漫漫长夜一路芬芳岁月曾流过
    the boundless night linger the smell of the flowers along the road,time has passed by

    在那人潮人海中你也在沉默
    in that crowd of people you are also quiet

    和我一起漂泊到天涯的交错
    let's wander about the corner of the world

    在你的心上自由地飞翔
    flying freely on your heart

    灿烂的星光永恒地徜徉
    the bright star will roam forever

    一路的方向照耀我心上
    the direction along the road will shine on my heart

    辽远的边疆随我去远方
    in the remote corner of the country,follow me and head to the further place

    是谁在唱歌,温暖了寂寞
    Who is singing and warm the loneliness?

    白云悠悠蓝天依旧泪水在漂泊
    the clouds are flying slowly,the blue sky is still,the tears are floating

    在那一片苍茫中一个人生活
    live alone in that vast solitude 

    看见远方天国那璀璨的烟火
    the resplendent light in that remote paradise has been seen

    在你的心上自由地飞翔
    flying freely on your heart

    灿烂的星光永恒地徜徉
    the bright star will roam forever

    一路的方向照耀我心上
    the direction along the road will shine on my heart

    辽远的边疆随我去远方
    in the remote corner of the country,follow me and head to the further place

    在你的心上自由地飞翔
    flying freely on your heart

    灿烂的星光永恒地徜徉
    the bright star will roam forever

    一路的方向照耀我心上
    the direction along the road will shine on my heart

    辽远的边疆随我去远方
    in the remote corner of the country,follow me and head to the further place

     


    August, 2009

    In that remote place

    this is a Kazak folk song which I'd like to translate
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    In that remote place
    there is a nice girl
    when people pass her tent
    they will look back at her and are reluctant to leave
    her pink face
    looks like the Sun
    her beautiful sparkling eyes
    looks like the bright moon at night

    I wish to rove the grasslang
    to follow her to herd sheeps
    to stare at her pink smile
    and her golden-edged clothing everyday

    I wish to become a lamb
    to stay beside her
    I wish her to whip me gently
    with her thin lash
    August, 2009

    about beauty

    one day I asked others:
    "have you ever found that the beauty hide in the wrinkles of the old?"
    "have you ever found that the beauty hide in the mother's tears and sweat?"
    "have you ever found that the beauty hide in the wise's smile and children's chastity?"
    but they didn answer me......
    I know that women's beauty are not their faces or bodies,you can judge a flower or a butterfly by their appearance,but you can never judge a person by this.
    Since I'm a girl,I'll not let myself become a vase,that's why I don't like wear sexy clothes and then go to the street.At least I should respect myself.If a woman treat herself as a doll,how can a man respect her from his deep inside?

    August, 2009

    The preface of Orchid Gloriette

    Writing in the Orchid Gloriette,
    the handwriting looked like moving clouds and flowing water.
    Under the moonlight,the door was opened.
    you were so careful as your light footfall
    I was busy to rub the stele which had been thousands of years
    but it was hard to rub your beauty
    the real vestige had disappeared
    who could receive my sincere heart?

    The sidelong bucolic was being blowing
    with few yellow wine and dishes
    the still light of sunset looked like your druken shyness
    the copy was easy to write but the aroma of the ink was still linger on
    with you
    who on earth did I circled with vermilion line?

    I am writing the preface don't care about the wind and the moon
    raising my brush pen to finish the writing
    with the huge storm beat the seaside
    but how to understand emotion I still can't put down my brush pen
    the only thing I lack is your lifelong understanding

    the ages disappeared suddenly in one second of fliping fingers
    like mist vanished
    walking on the street built by bluestones
    I looked back
    you were graceful there
    my regret was that you didn't shake head and sigh for me
    who made you frown?
    the deep zenana only linger the smell of rouge


    the man and the wild goose both headed to south
    I took a glance at you when I turned around
    your eyes were full of tears
    holding with moonlight and sleeping with memory
    how could I have a sound sleep in this way?
    and how would I sew my secret into my heart?
    the embroidery shoes were made by needles of spleen
    if flowers had spleen to butterflies
    who would you have spleen to?

    I'm writing the preface don't care about the wind and the moon
    raising my brush pen to finish the writing
    with the huge storm beat the seaside
    but how to understand emotion I still can't put down my brush pen
    the only thing I lack is your lifelong understanding

    I'm writing the preface don't care about the wind and the moon
    writing the regretlessness don't afraid of the imbroglio of the world
    the rain beating the leaves
    making more drizzly nights
    I'm waiting the spring thunder to remind you who you should love.

    July, 2009

    Es ist vorbei

    :Koenntest Du die Rose she'n 

    Heut'von Dir geschenkt

    Koenntest Du die Traene seh'n

    Die an der Bluete haengt 

    In der Traene seh'ich Dein Gesicht
     
    Doch was mein Herz mir sagt
    Glaub ich einfach nicht 
     
    Es ist vorbei 

    Es ist vorbei

    Wie gern wuerd'ich mich beluegen

    Doch was bleibt ist dies'Gfuehl

    Es ist vorbei

    Es ist vorbei

    Warum muessen Rosen welken

    Wo ist uns're Ewigkeit

    Es ist vorbei

    Es ist vorbei

    Koenntest Du die Rose seh'n

    Sie leuchtet doch so schoen 

    Warum kann ich heute nur
    Die spitzen Dornen seh'n
     
    Wie die Blueten mit der Zeit vergeh'n
    Ging mein Gefuehl fuer Dich

    Ich kann's noch nicht versteh'n 

    Es ist vorbei... 
    August, 2008

    是说再见的时候了Time to say goodbye

    感谢朋友们的问候和陪伴,不过天下没有不散的宴席,我要和大家说再见了。

    Thank you for all the greetings and companions you sent,but in this world there is no banquet that never ended up.I should say goodbye to you all.

    新学期一到,我就是个真正的高三学生了,高三意味着什么我不必多解释。

    When the new school term start,I will be a real student of Grade 3 of highschool,what the meaning of it I'm no need to say

    在这一年里,我不会来这儿。

    During this year,I'll not come to here

    不过在离别前我还是衷心祝愿大家-------

    But before I leave I still send my blessing to you all.

    愿幸福与你们同在,

    May the happiness with you,

    愿健康成为你们的财富,

    May the health become your possessions,

    愿悲伤和你们无缘,

    May sorrow never come to you,

    愿挫折化为你们的经验,

    May setback transform into your experience

    愿失败增强你们的勇气

    May failure strengthen your courage

    愿你们在冬天心中充满阳光,

    May your heart be full of sunshine in winter

    愿你们在秋天享受丰收,

    May you enjoy harvest in autumn,

    愿你们在夏天得到大树的荫凉,

    May you get cool under big trees in summer,

    愿你们在春天欣赏到花朵的艳丽。

    May you adore the beauty of flowers in spring.

    再见,

    Goodbye

    我会回来的。

    and I will be back.

    August, 2008

    Kasuri!Happy Birthday!!!

    Happy Birthday to you!Kasuri!
    July, 2008

    The Turkistan Islamic Party Released a Threatening Video Friday

    Terror Threats to Olympic Games
    The Turkistan Islamic Party Released a Threatening Video Friday 
    By ANNA SCHECTER

    July 26, 2008— 


    A terrorist group based in western China threatens to attack the upcoming Beijing Olympics, and claims responsibility for last week's deadly bus bombings in China in a new propaganda video released July 25. 

    The Turkistan Islamic Party video, entitled "Our Blessed Jihad in Yunnan," warns spectators and athletes, "particularly the Muslims," not to attend the Beijing Games, which are scheduled to begin in two weeks on Aug. 8. 

    "Our aim is to target the most critical points related to the Olympics. We will try to attack Chinese central cities severely using the tactics that have never been employed," the group's leader, Commander Seyfullah said, according to a translation of the video provided by IntelCenter, a Washington, D.C.-based firm that monitors terrorism. 

    The Turkistan Islamic Party is fighting to gain autonomy for the native Muslim population in the Xinjiang Province of China, which shares a border with Pakistan and Afghanistan. The group has been linked to al Qaeda and has been monitored by U.S. and foreign intelligence agencies. 

    "Despite the Turkistan Islamic Party's repeated warnings to China and international community about stopping the 29th Olympics in Beijing, the Chinese have haughtily ignored our warnings. The Turkistan Islamic Party volunteers who had gone through special preparation have started urgent actions." Seyfullah said, according to the IntelCenter translation. 

    Seyfullah, with a raised voice and breathing heavily, claims responsibility for the bombing of three public buses in Yunnan on July 21, and the bombing of a plastic factory in Guangzhou on July 17. 

    The bus explosions killed at least two people and injured 14 in the southwestern city of Kunming in Yunnan Province. 

    The official Xinhua news agency of China said it was seeking to find out who was responsible for the attacks. 

    Seyfullah said the group bombed two public buses in Shanghai on May 5 and "took action against police" in Wenzhou on July 17 with a tractor loaded with explosives. 

    The video is about three and a half minutes in length, and resembles al Qaeda propaganda videos in structure. 

    At the top of the video a sign for the Beijing Olympic Games is engulfed in flames. The video continues with still photos of the aftermath of the bus bombings in China. 

    The bulk of the video shows Seyfullah speaking, wearing a white cloth to cover his face. Two militants wearing black ski masks and holding rifles stand behind him. 

    "The Turkistan Islamic Party warns China one more time," Seyfullah said according to the IntelCenter transcript. 

    The warning comes two weeks before the start of the Beijing Games on August 8. 

    July, 2008

    To my friend 'Kasuri'

    My friend,do you know why I am worried about you?I have heard many attacking things happened in Pakistan...I'm really worried about you,I don't know whether you are safe or not.

    I have not heard you for a very long time,um...I do miss you,so I am writting e-mail to you to send my greetings.

    I still remember the first day you talked to me was on May 2nd,2007,you told me that:"Friendship is not a game to play, It is not a word to say, It doesn't start on March and ends on May, It is tomorrow, yesterday, today and everyday." Yes,friendship is everyday.One day we are friends,we are friends forever.

    Though I don't know anything about you nowadays,I still remember we are friends.

    Time has passed,but the friendship will not be disappeared.You are my friend, whether you are fine or not,you are my friend,whether you are rich or not,you are my friend,whether you are alive or not,you are my friend,whatever how many time has passed.

    I wait you.

    June, 2008

    Blessing

    I go to everywhere,I search for every place,to find myself,
    I came across a kind begger and heard of your legend. 
    Returned home,find out the book to find your story
    Turned over the book many times,you were not in the history.
     
    Allah's calling ,I can pray and singing for you
    Allah's calling,changed everything,changed my former dream
    Allah's calling ,I can pray and singing for you
    Let the voice reach each village in the Earth,waking up the sleeping sheeps 

     

     


     
     

    祝福

    我四处奔波,到处寻找,寻找我自己。
    偶遇见一个善良的乞丐,听到你的传奇。
    回到家里,翻开了书本,寻找你的事迹。
    翻来翻去,历史课里,没有那你自己

    安拉一声,我能为你祈祷,能为你唱首歌
    安拉一声,改变了所有,改变了我从前的梦
    安拉一声,我能为你祈祷,能为你唱首歌
    唱到地球的每一个村庄,唤醒我沉睡的羊
     
     

    May, 2008

    我的日记摘选

    “天空啊,你是那样的沉默,你可有感情?

    嗯,我想是的,不然你怎会用眼泪来滋润着一片片干涸的土地呢?

    风儿啊,你存在于无形中,你可有感情?

    嗯,我想是的,不然怎么会让树叶沙沙作响,奏出那样美的音乐呢?

    花儿啊,你只有缤纷的外衣,你可有感情?

    嗯,我想是的,我已见证了你和蝴蝶的爱情。

    大树啊,你一动不动地伫立在道路旁,你可有感情?

    嗯,我想是的,我在秋天看见了你金色的泪花。

    我的心啊,虽然我看不见你,但我想知道,你是否也有感情?

    ......

    它用沉默做了它的回答。”

    我的日记摘选

    “我是带着疑问来到这个世界的,但我与世隔绝的生活态度似乎从未让我真正踏上过这片土地。我就像是个被悬在半空的幽灵,想飞上去,可惜没有翅膀,倘若下来,又怕这尘世太肮脏。

    我是干干净净来的,我想干干净净的回去。

    我就这样陷入了不伦不类的境地,我被狂风摧残,被暴雨打湿,我被暴露在阳光中,暴露在电闪雷鸣中,暴露在风中,暴露在雨中,暴露在......世人的笑声里。

    我没有自由,我活的很痛苦,我沦为命运的奴隶。可我不是来做奴隶的,我要扯断那条拴住我的无形的锁链,不过,别紧张,我依旧如此安静,也不开口说一句话,我只会用自己的心来问候这个世界,然后踏上这片土地。

    放心,我只是个过客。”

    May, 2008

    SILENCE

                SILENCE
    May, 2008

    About the earthquake in Wenchuan,Sichuan

        The earthquake happened on the date of March 12,14:28... ...I don't know how to describe my feeling now...
        So far,nearly 30 thousand people have lost their lives,many people lost their homes ... ...
        You can't imagine the situation...the center of the earthquake (Wenchuan)is 8 magnitude.
        Our premier Wen Jiabao arrived at the place at once,he has checked each place and didn't sleep for 2 days,when he saw the dead bodies of children,he cried.When he was climbing on a mountain to check the situation,he got injured,I was worried about him.Though I'm not interested in those politicians,everyone love this premier......
         In fact,the earthquake has never stopped. There happened 5 magnitude eathquake in 4 days!But our People's Libert Army don't fear the disaster,one soldier told his friend:"Though I'm not required to go,I decided to help them,don't tell my parents.If I can't be back,do not be too sad,you just lose one friend,they just lose one son,but how about those poor people?They lost not only one friend,they not only lost one child!"
         Now,our chairman Hu has also arrived,when he was talking to the soldiers,the earthquake happened again,but Hu didn't run away,he just stare at the building,seconds later,the earthquake stopped.
         The Wenchuan earthquake had also influenced Beijing,Jiangsu,Guizhou,Ningxia,Qinghai,Gansu,Henan,Shanxi,Shaanxi,Shandong,Yunnan,Hunan,Hubei,Shanghai,Chongqing,Xizang .
         ... ...
    May, 2008

    mominjan!

    Uigur Singer---Mominjan

      i LIKE HIS VOICE.
    vIDEOS ABOUT HIS SONGS
     
     
     

     

    http://www.56.com/u21/v_MTM1Mzc4NDI.html

     

     

     

    http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/NR7ajvC-Rd8/

    http://www.56.com/u92/v_MTI1NTUwNDE.html

     

    Uigur!

    Uigur is spoken principally in China and to a lesser extent in the Soviet Union. In China the Uigurs number some 7 million, most of whom live in a vast area of western China called the Sinkiang Uigur Autonomous Region (capital: Urumchi). In the Soviet Union Uigur speakers number only 180,000, living mainly in the Kazakh and Kirgiz republics, near the Chinese border.

    Uigur is a Turkic language and thus of the Altaic family. The Uigurs are an ancient people whose history can be traced back to the early centuries of the Christian era. About the middle of the 8th century they established a large and powerful state in eastern Turkestan. When this was overrun a hundred years later, they established a new kingdom in western China that survived until the rise of the Mongol Empire.

    The ancient Uigurs developed a script of their own, which was written vertically from left to right. Though not completely original (having been adapted from an earlier script called Sogdian), it had considerable influence upon writing in Asia even after the dissolution of the Uigur kingdom. In the 13th century the Mongols adopted the Uigur script for writing their own language, and in turn passed it on to the Manchus, who were to rule China for over 250 years.

    Meanwhile the Uigurs had long since adopted Islam, and with it the Arabic script, but a new Roman-based alphabet introduced in the 1960s is gradually taking hold. In 1947 the Soviet government introduced the Cyrillic alphabet (with 8 additional letters) for use in Uigur.

    April, 2008

    STOP

    NO AMERICAN!
    NO FRENCH!